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I dreamed it was my responsibility to clean and care for the body of Jesus after his death. He was almost unrecognizable-- he was covered in blood, his hair was matted to his head, his face was swollen, he was bruised from beatings and there were multiple open wounds on his body. There was an overwhelming feeling of grief and tenderness. Myself and a couple other people washed his body and clothed him, then we and a group of others carried him to a jewish cemetery under Jerusalem ( I only knew we were in Jerusalem because everything was built in Jerusalem stone) and laid him in, in fact, a very wealthy man's grave. Three days later an enemy's army invaded wanting only the body of Yeshua. A woman told me to quickly go ahead of them and gather His bones to hide them. When I got there, however, He wasn't in the grave, not even His bones.
Scene changed, I'm standing on the roof of my father's house at night. It was my dad's house but it looked over a valley that looked like the Kidron Valley next to The City of David in Israel. There were many other people standing on their rooves waiting for Jesus to return but suddenly there was this wave of fear that went through the valley and I could hear everyone's thoughts. It was this fear of "What if..?" "What if He doesn't come?" "What if He's not coming?" After a period of this fear, suddenly there was a large crack of thunder and the night sky split and I saw Jesus being lowered to the earth with an angel on either side of him holding his arms up like Moses.
Scene changed, I'm pushing through a crowd to get to Jesus. My only mission was to look at His face until it was branded in my mind's eye. I did just this, and still telling this dream to other's brings me to tears. The kindness in his face is indescribable. It casts out all fear. Leave it at that. I sat at a table on his right side and there was a woman on his left who began mocking me. She made me feel so little and so ashamed. I then felt so stupid for thinking I could sit at a table next to Jesus when there were so many others who should be sitting there. I felt myself shrink and my coutenance fall. Then Jesus took out his phone and showed her a video. he said, "You see her now but look at what she becomes." He wouldn't show me the video but I got a glimpse and I did not even recognize myself!! I was like a queen sitting on a white horse. I was dressed like a queen and there were people like servants (?) underneath me. I was in complete shock. End of dream.
